Wnna learn some drums?..haha

1. Samantha Marie
2. raveordie96= new aim
3. I have the weirdest music you have ever heard of.
4. i cry when im frustrated.
5. pinky promises are what i do
6. my sister is amazingly amazing.
7. I hate silence.
8. the drums are amazing:]
9. I get a labtop next year.
10. i cant multi-task like other girls
11. i prefer walking
12. Texas is my big brother.
13. i dont like to sit and wait, i like to keep moving.
14. i love swimming.
15. i wanna secret place with him
16. when i find him
17. people call me weird...
18. but i dont care
19. he makes the butterflies in my tummy:]
20. Colors are my friend
21. KAITLYN is my bestie.
22. boys confuse me.
23. But they`re a lot easier to deal with then girls.
24. i love hugs.
25. i get bored rather easily.
26. I doing soccer this year and the next:]
27. im probably gonna kill myself trying to play.
28. Im very clumsy and unbalanced.
29. Im dying my hair blue or purple...
30. My seventh grade school year is DONE.
31. Number one is amazing.
32. i think things throughly before setting forth.
33. i cant listen to rap for long periods of time.
34. it gets to me.
35. me and my bestie are like pb&j
36. i love techno/rave/screamo/rock/metal/house/club/trance music
37. im so fresh i got the keys to the bakery= <3 hope.
38. i like scary movies.
39. i want to learn to play guitar and bass guitar.
40. i like to cuddle.
41. My number one fear is thunderstorms.
42. I know its retarded.
43. i wanna be a kid again.
44. I need the three small strings on an acoustic guitar
45. people tend to underestimate me.
46. I dont like it.
47. i want a dragon lizard for a pet.
48. i write alot.
49. many people call me babe, so you`re no different.
50. If you have any of number 44, can i have some please:]
51. I read alot.
52. i like to laugh.
53. who doesn`t?
54. i dont use my common sense.
55. finger painting is fun.
56. i change my mind alot.
57. i have a dream to move to iceland.
58. im joining the SHS drumline in nineth grade wheather you like it or not.
59. i dance with or without music.
60. im teaching myself how to read piano music.
61. i`m pretty slow when it comes to jokes.
62. i like stupid facts.
63. buy me a cookie the size of my head and i`ll love you forever.
64. i want to go to Italy.
65. I`m pretty smart when i want to be.
66. i`ve been awesome since 1996.
67. Number 60 is very challenging.
68. i read alot of vampire books.
69. my favorite movie would have to be WallE
70. i talk alot about what i know.
71. i hate it when people typez alz liks dis and u cantz undasandz dem.
72. i want someone to write a poem about me:]
73. i would love them forever if they did.
74. People say i act older then my age.
75. People say i act way younger then my age.
76. i like new music.
77. purple rain is probably the only musical i lovee.
78. i worry about the stupidest stuff.
79. i was bron in the spring.
80. HALLOWEEN is my favorite holiday.
81. i have two more weeks until im DONE SCHOOL:]
82. i like to confuse people with big words.
83. i wonder alot.
84. i dont like 84 very much
85. I`ve never seen King Kong:]
86. HSK is aahmazing.
87. I love snickers.
88. i hate resse`s.
89. I likke resse`s pieces!
90. my sister calls me slam
91. ten more truths.
92. PARTY SATURDAY!!!!!!!!
93. my hair is CRAZY curls.
94. i straighten it.
95. i don`t know what to put for right here so im typing this.
96. number 95 was super doper cheezy.
97. my sister calls me fattie.
98. my Texas calls me Ducky.
99. it`s a long story, dont ask.
100. i can be concieded at times.
101. i can`t spell to save my life:]

March 2nd, 2009:]

[14:39] block: I'm sick
[14:39] s4mm dee: awwwwwww
[14:39] s4mm dee: whats wrong
[14:39] block: I was watching tv.
[14:40] s4mm dee: nice
[14:40] block: throwing up. weak. can't eat
[14:40] s4mm dee: you had what i had but not as bad
[14:40] block: what did you have
[14:40] s4mm dee: i have no idea but it was twice as bad as yours
[14:41] block: ok
[14:41] s4mm dee: have you tried to eat anything?
[14:41] block: ughhhhhhhhhhjjjjhhhhhh
[14:41] block: niooooooo
[14:42] s4mm dee: you should sip some juice
[14:42] s4mm dee: it helps
[14:42] block: I only have gatorade
[14:42] s4mm dee: then drink water
[14:42] block: I did
[14:43] s4mm dee: kk
[14:43] block: just threw it up
[14:43] s4mm dee: ooo
[14:43] s4mm dee: ok umm
[14:43] s4mm dee: are you covered up?
[14:43] block: yep
[14:43] s4mm dee: kk
[14:43] s4mm dee: do you have a strong immune system?
[14:44] block: I think
[14:44] s4mm dee: do you get over other sicknesses fast?
[14:44] block: I haven't been sick for a while
[14:45] block: I don't remember
[14:45] s4mm dee: the last time?
[14:45] s4mm dee: ook
[14:45] block: like before 5th grade
[14:45] s4mm dee: take a hot shower. it`ll clear your head.
[14:45] s4mm dee: if you want too
[14:45] block: I did
[14:45] s4mm dee: kk
[14:46] block: I hate being sicklkkkkkkkkkk
[14:46] s4mm dee: me too
[14:47] s4mm dee: good thing you didnt come over. you would`ve gotten worse
[14:47] block: yeahh
[14:47] s4mm dee: :[[
[14:48] block: guakslayluuaul
[14:48] s4mm dee: gasfojhkdfg
[14:48] block: I took like a 2 hour bath
[14:48] s4mm dee: haha nice
[14:49] s4mm dee: if you feel better before the snow is melted you should play init
[14:49] s4mm dee: its alot oof funn
[14:49] block: haggghhh
[14:49] s4mm dee: ...?
[14:50] block: idkkkk
[14:50] s4mm dee: aaaaaah
[14:50] s4mm dee: have you been having colf flashes?
[14:50] s4mm dee: cold**
[14:53] block: yeah
[14:53] s4mm dee: hmmmm
[14:54] s4mm dee: do have any cheese or other milk products
[14:54] s4mm dee: dont
[14:54] block: ?
[14:54] s4mm dee: your throat and stonach
[14:55] s4mm dee: stomach***
[14:55] block: k
[14:55] s4mm dee: :]
[14:55] block: :[
[14:55] s4mm dee: dont worry
[14:55] s4mm dee: be happy
[14:56] s4mm dee: everything is gonna be alright
[14:56] block: ywp

This weeks schedule...

tuesday= baby sitting and dads
wensday= getting my hair cut and dyed
thursday= going over HIS house and learning some drums
friday= go to dads and sleep
saturday= party and besties
sunday= sleep and go back to mums

Yea im pretty bussy this week. Heh sorry
so if you wanna hang just hit me up and make some plans. Id love to chill:]
Concerts and parties would be amazingly lovely and id love you forever:]]
thanks...ily<3

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL WAS TODAY:]

So friday my boyfriend broke up with me...and i cried....but i got over him pretty quick. And when he got annoyed that i wasnt sobbing over him..he said something to me. I told him too. I wasnt gonna dwell over the fact i got dumped. Its not like im not gonna have another boyfriend. I mean seriously... thats dumb.
But anywho, today was the the last day of school:] It wasnt exciting like i thought it would be. But i am very happy summer is here:] I can go swimming and go to more parties and stay up late and sleep ALL day:] Its nots like i dont do that stuff already. Not much to say really. but I guess ill talk to you later:]

The Nerve Of Some People...

You know those type of people, girls in particular, that are so use to getting what they want? The ones that well do anything to get what they want? Yea, well we have a lot of those in my school. A lot in my class/grade. And me and my boyfriend are like the new "thing" now. SO everyone talks about us. All the time. And since he has ex-girlfriends who are like those girls and still want him, they hear it, all the time. So this one chick, not giving out names, starts a rumor. I hate rumors so much it`s not even funny. But she started one and got the whole grade talking about it. It was one of those brutal rumors that get people on edge and makes girls cry because thats the society today. And Since i`m senstive when it comes to oys and cheating, not that it`s ever happened to me, but im like that. I took it in a literal sense and i shouldn`t have. The girl who started it was trying to break us up, she did too. But not for long. I already talked about this like two blogs ago in May. But by the end of the day i was pretty much crying. And i hate crying. I cry because i get frusterated and i get frusterated because of the girls in my grade. Boys are just so much easier to deal with. So she heard what went down and what she had caused and she told me, like physically came up to me ,and apoligized and told me why she really did it. She still liked him and she wasn`t ready to see him with another girl. I understood her and now we`re on good terms. Which is well...Good. I just had to get that out, sorry.
:]

Now If Pig Could Fly Then That Changes Everything

My weekend was amazing... I had a such a wonderful time it`s insane. And much didn`t happen its just who i was with, where i was, what ahppened, and the reason its all happened. BAHAHAHA. I still can`t stop laughing about it. And the worst part is, is that i`m laughing at my boyfriend. HAHAHAHA. It was all just so great. I`ll try to tell you as much as i can, I can`t tell you everything because i dont want to offend anyone. Not that i will, but just to be on the safe side.
So saturday... Brandan -my boyfriend- came over. We hung out and watched some movies. And no we didn`t makeout, the movies were too good...haha. But during the movies we were holding hands, and i was stroking his; Softly brushing my finger tips along his skin. Well He had a hat and he put it on his...hmm... when he thought i wasn`t looking, and i think its because i um...gave him a ...yea. I think you know. I didn`t know i had that effect on guys, on him. It was pretty crazy. And the weird part is, is that i knew, like i saw it. Like all that was happening was that we were holding hands and watching movies, but i think the fact that i was brushing my fingers on the top of his hand lightly, like tripped it. I felt bad actually, because i know some guys are super sensitive about that sorta stuff, so i looked away and shut my eyes for like five minutes.
The movies we watched were The Foresaken, which is about vampires and a disease; Hellboy one, i think you know what it`s about(that`s when it happened); And pirates of the carribean at world`s end. They were all very good. The forsaken was kinda cheezy because it was so predictable. Ugh i dislike movies like that.
Then when he got home, this is actually not funny but actually unhappy making, He texted me around like eleven forty, and told me he was messing around with his dad and that he might have broken his finger. He didn`t even go to the hospital. Boys sometimes man, gahh! But he iced it thankfully. I`m gonna inspect it tomorrow at school. It`s mostlikely swollen to three times its size.
Wow this a long blog. Probably the longest blog that wasn`t my truths. And this sentence is making it longer, HAH