My boyfriend and I are over. We broke up. We both agreed it was best for now. He's under a lot of stress and he's been pissed off lately, and he doesn't want to take it out on me and hurt me. And he doesn't want to have to worry about having a relationship. At least not until things blow over with him. So we're good friends, I still love him. We still talk all the time. It's so weird though. We kinda got into a routine; wake up, text, work, call, family time, text, then we talked until one of us fell asleep. Now I can't do that. It's so.... not fun. lol. But I'm actually better then I figured I would be. I thought I'd be torn and dead and crying myself to death. But I only cried twice. And I'm generally happy. Probably because I know we're still friends and I still love him and he tell sme he still loves me before bed sometimes. I can handle this(:
I got my ears pierced. They hurt. But I also keep pulling them by mistake. lol. I should probably try to stop. lol.
I wen to orientation for my new school, and it was HILARIOUS. I got my locker, and my first semester schedule. My locker is between two seniors though, I think. Dun dun dun(:
I've been listening to 80's music ALL week. My mother says I was born a decade later then I was suppose to be haha. She tells our friends and family I'm her from the eighties. hahaha. I LOVE the eighties.
I wanna dye my hair blonde. I was pondering this today while I was sitting on a curb with my friends. They were all doing something awesome with their hair before 2010 ends. And I wanna join the party. Yea, I know, "be a leader not a follower." blahblahblah. I don't care. It's my hair. I'll do what I want. But, blonde is a lighter color. And I've never gone lighter. Only darker. And Blonde would be a good color for me seeing as how I like to dye my hair odd colors all the time... and you usually have to have lightly colored hair for it to come out right. I could be smart and dye it all blonde, and see if I like it. If I do, then I'll just keep it like that until next year, dye it back to my natural color, and keep it like that. Or! I can get more highlights and lowlights that way when I put the odd color over my hair, it comes out in different shades and tints(:
I know this is kind of mean of me, but weather you guys pick one idea or the other.. it won't help me. I'm way too indecisive for my own good. I'm sorry. I don't mean to be. I just hate choices. With a passion. Like... if they had faces... I would punch them. Haha...
So, I'm gonna start looking for a job soon. I'm not sure what I should look for. I want a low key job. not a food market or fast food place. I want like a book store or hair styling place. Or a coffee shop. Something me. So I ENJOY working there and I don't dread it and WANT to call out "sick". so I actually make money and I can get those boots I want. ahaha. And start earning for a car and a college and possibly an apartment near the college I'm going to. I wanna go to an outta state college... so I can have the full experience of going to a college. And not a dry college.. they aren't fun. And somewhere north.. so the winters are nice and freezing(: But... not so bad that they stop me from going to school or work. It's tough. I'm picky and the state America is in does not help.
