James Stark

He`s not famous on the outside world but to me he is. he`s so mysterious and quiet. I love that. Today he wouldn`t stop staring at me. He just sat at lunch and stared, studying me like a science project. In the hallways, he would stop and stare..good song... he always catches my attention so i dont know why he has to stare. Not that I dont like it, I would just want to know he stares at my all the time.

FAST &FURIOUS: TOKYO DRIFT= LOVE.
[if anyone knows where i can get the sound track for it please let me know.]

pretty bored im me
s4mm dee= aim
yea its stunning


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TIMMAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he was tall last time i saw him. He had short hair and tan skin. He had abs and strong grasp. wonder what he looks like now. He`d probably be taller, stronger and tanner. He`s my big brother, my best friend. We grew up together and now hardly get to see him. He is acting to mature now. Not like a geek. It makes me sad. :[

Insane..no never.

Is been awkward speaking to him again. he is alot more quiet now. When i told him why, he just blew me off. Im actually getting tired of it. Always having to make him happy before i can myself happy. he use to make me laugh. alot. Now, he just sits back and watchs.waiting for something to happen. I`ve been waiting for him to scream at me, but he never does. And evey time i see him, I want to run and hind. But i dont. I just stand my ground and wait for him to start the screaming. Its driving me insane.

To day was boring as usual. Ryan and brandon kept hitting me so i puncched back. Then in gym, brett slapped me, and i punched him in his stomach. Gym is surprisingly fun. Real shocker it is.



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Curious George...

I`ve had nothing planned to the weekend since december. I`ve been baby sitting my baby sister. And she is a handful. If she doesn`t get what she wants she starts to FAKE cry, then the only way to stop her is to give her what she wants. She`s a spoiled little brat. So was my baby brother. Still is. HE`s so annoying. He had to go to anger management classes or counciler or something, and now he uses "I`m bi-polar, you cant do that to me". I always wanna punch him, but I can`t. MY mom said two rights dont make a wrong. Well sometimes the only way to get things through people`s heads is to pound it in. I`ve done it to him before too. I`ve given him a bloody nose just for being alive.

Mozart

Turk Marsi. Very good piece by mozart. Many people dont like like piano music unless it has something to do with rap. I loce classical music. I was practically raised with it. Most of mozart reminds me of pride and prejudice. The movie, I haven`t read the book yet. Though I want to so badly. My sister has read it.She loved it. It must be a great book, if the movie was amazing. You know how when people make a movie off a book? If you`ve read the book, you`re gonna wanna see the movie too. then the movie is nothing like the book. The only problem for me now is that the book might be in old english. I`m not that great with old english. Like vocabulary, sure no problem, just how they use words in sentences. English is a little complicated as it is now. I wounder what it was like for them back then.




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Eyeliner...

Ok so today was pretty original. Nothing new besides us having a fire drill really early in the morning and me waering bright blue eyeliner. It looks amazing. When I got home, I took a bunch of pictures. They look wonderful.
I lso made a random bideo. Which happens to be avalible. It`s pretty awesome. Hope you like it. And no i dont have a youtube account. sorry.
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Shake It

shake it by metro station makes me want spring to come ever more and it makes me sad that the seasons can`t be rushed. Ah spring, it`s my favorite time of year. My birthday is in the spring. MAY. It`s pretty amazing. yea it is. Today felt like spring. It was felt like a spring morning, nice and brisk, then it felt like a spring afternoon, warm and crisp. I can`t wait to see if it`s gonna be a spring night, warm and clear sky. So many stars are in the sky during the spring. Fact of the day. pray for plagues by bring me the horizon reminds me of eyeliner. Cause you know how people usually wear eyeliner whenever they go o a concert? well the concert could be a bmth concert. eyeliner equals concert. concert equals eyeliner. lovelock down by kanye west reminds me of chocolate because when i think of the tittle, i hear love, when i think of love , i think of chocolate. wow. soo many songs. im eating chocolate too. haha








TIMMAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Follow me into the sunset

Ok so i tried blue moutian dew for the first time, and it is really good. you should try it. It taste like the original, ew, but then it all, BAM, the flavor is like refreshing and tasty. It blue too!NOM NOM.

Ok so my sister is right now listening to a bunch of ANNIE songs. and singing along. She`s having alot of fun.
My lcoker today would not open, so i couldnt get my books. My teachers all gave me a look at tried it themselves. I laughed when they couldn`t get it. They would try my combination, then they`d hit it with their fist. It was a site. Then they` would get the master key. i told them it would work. Teachers never listen to their students. What ever happen to freedom of speech. the teachers say our opinion matters, then they go as say the complete opposite. It annoys me like crazy. You just waant to punch them right in the face. But you can`t. At least thats what THEY say.GEEZ

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I feel like crying

Ok so i was watching the SAY video by John Mayer and in the video its showed the movie the BUCKET LIST. That`s a sad sad movie. I cried. And now I`m crying.Hard.I mean I`m going through family problems but that just topped it off man.

So i painted my toenails last night and they`re all different colors. Some have poka dots some have glitter and some have both. They`re soo cool looking. :] .

My hair is getting longer. It grew two inches almost. I`ve been trying to keep it curlly, but it doesnt look right. I want to get layers or make it choppy and shaggy but I don`t know. i have a month for it to come back, and me bein able to put it in a pony tail. YIPPY!!!

Today we had no school. We have a foot of snow! I was screaming and dancing.

Я тебя люблю.

Pretty Rave Girl

Ok so today has be soooo boring. No one was online. No one was home and I really wanted to learn to rave. I want to get like a bunch of bright meon clothe and a black to-too.If i spelled that right. And just go to a club. But I can`t cause im too young. Stupid age request thingies. I also have pretty rave girl stuck in my head and keep playing it. GEEZ. Im so bored, you dont even know right now. I think you should come over so i can beat your but at rockband.YEA.My hands keep like locking up. I`d move my hand a certain way and it would just stay there and it`d feel soo weird. Robert Miles is awesome. He makes the coolest techno music everrrr.Look him up some time. The song children 2000 is what im listening to now. Showtek is aahmazing as well. I love techno and rave music. I really love it when it has strings in it. It awesome.