3.17.2009

Insane..no never.


Is been awkward speaking to him again. he is alot more quiet now. When i told him why, he just blew me off. Im actually getting tired of it. Always having to make him happy before i can myself happy. he use to make me laugh. alot. Now, he just sits back and watchs.waiting for something to happen. I`ve been waiting for him to scream at me, but he never does. And evey time i see him, I want to run and hind. But i dont. I just stand my ground and wait for him to start the screaming. Its driving me insane.

To day was boring as usual. Ryan and brandon kept hitting me so i puncched back. Then in gym, brett slapped me, and i punched him in his stomach. Gym is surprisingly fun. Real shocker it is.



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