You're Not Cool.

I hate it when little seventh graders think they're the bom and they have a nasty little potty mouth. It makes me want to punch them. And especially when they use it around little kids. I mean seriously? They don't need to hear this. None the less you should even know this. So just shut up before you really piss me off and I actually throw a swing at you. You're not cool. 

And those stupid boys in my grade. The ones who make stupid immature noises. I mean, I don't pay attention to them, but when they're right in your ear. And when you're taking a test. Or when the teacher is getting mad and she keeps stopping the class and giving us lectures or lunch detentions. Seriously? Grow up or shut up. People are trying to actually learn/take a test and you're annoying the crap outta people including the teacher. Which will not fly. You're not cool. 

And those people that are picked on your team for stuff and they don't do anything. But somehow, they get the best grades in the world. And you wana know why?(i just learned this today) they cheat or take all the credit. It's so stupid. they cry and complain to the teacher until they get fed up or until they're parents call them, and then they get they're stupid perfect grades. While the rest of use bust our butts and do all the work, and we get eighties or lower. That's not right and it makes you look stupid and jerkish and mean and no one likes you. Then you wonder why you're on a bus full of nerds wondering why they can't get a date. You're not cool. 

Pathetic.

P.S. photo credits to Die-Die-My-Darlings from deviantart.com clicking the name and you can see more of there work. 

Hair and HIM

For my birthday, which past, I asked my mother if I could dye my hair. She said maybe. Then she asked me what I wanted to do. And that's where my plan was ruined. I didn't know what I wanted. Well, I did, but I could only pick one thing.
So here were my options:
blue
deep brown
deep brown and blonde
blonde
deep brown with peek-a-boo highlights.

I was gonna go with blue for the longest time. But then my mom said no to that because of my aunts wedding. Then I thought deep brown. But I thought it was very plain and I've already done that. Then I thought blonde. But I don't think I'd look good blonde. Then I thought deep brown and blonde. But that's so not cool anymore. So I'm thinking I'm gonna go with the last option;  deep brown with colored peek-a-boo highlights. But I have a problem. I'm not sure which color I should do.


I miss HIM a lot. I miss being in his arms and hearing him talk. and hearing him laugh. and seeing him smile. and his smell. and being his. and calling him mine. I really do.

Dear Oath, I'm sorry.

I'm going to be breaking my oath. Well, not completely. I'll only be getting  a trim. So technically I'm not breaking it. YES! But still, I'm changing my hair plan for my birthday. instead of dying my whole head blue with purple. I'm going to do this:

Dye almost my whole head deep deep brown(almost black) and dye underneath and a layer in my bangs bleach blonde.  Then, when graduation is over, I'm gonna redye the blond and dye it different colors.  I'm only changing it because of my graduation and my aunts wedding. I don't want to seem unmannerly or not how I actually am. But once my aunts wedding is over, I'm gonna dye my hair different colors. I'm actually really excited. for graduation. I got my dress. and It does fall under "little black dress". It's adorable. I'll put a picture of hopefully soon(:

I need to figure out how I'm going to do my hair. For both my graduation and the wedding. I think I'm going to wave it sort of, for graduation, and curl it for my aunt's wedding.

Speaking of my Aunt. My one aunt is home, and my other Aunt's graduation from college is these weekend. I have to figure out what I' wearing and what I'm packing. Ugh. To much to worry about.

ily

I'm gonna have to go to work.

And I'm being so serious right now.  I just got accepted into that school I was talking about a while back. And I need $300 dollars for the field I'm going into, and it involves a kit. A beauty kit. And They don't come cheap.  But I'm excited I got in(:

The hot weather is here and I want to start running. But I don't want to do it alone, and the only person I can think of running with is my Aunt. And she's coming home this saturday, so I'm gonna ask my dad and see if I can hangout with her saturday after she goes to church. But I really want to get in the habit of running either at night or in the morning. I'm gonna try to do this over the summer, seeing as how my Aunt will be home and we can probably run together. I'm thinking, that once I get use to running, I just do it at night before I go to bed by myself. Who knows, maybe one of my friends will want to run with me(:

BTW, I got new music for my blog(what you're reading). I hope you like it. Most of it is music I like running/working out to.  AND I have two more weeks until my birthday. I'm excited!!!


JuneNeedsToComeFaster :D

Ily.

Humid. Lovely. Running.

"Hmmmmmmmm. I hate bored. I've always wanted to punch it in the face. Sad thing is, it doesn't have a face. Stupid boredem." -CaptainSamm(me) on twitter. 

Yesterday was Elmer Hospital day. Though I rarely went up there, the fireworks were amazing. John was there(:  I'm guessing he liked them to, seeing as how he kept getting lost in the "bright colors and loud noises" haha. Yesterday was fun. Made a new friend(: Became better friends with someone I'm already friends with. Walked a lot. Got super tan. Lovin it(:

Right now, it's 7:37 am. It's humid outside. But not bad. It's like.... cool, but sticky. I love it when it's like this in the morning. It makes me want to go running. But, the thing is, I don't like running by myself and I don't know anyone who will come with me. I have an idea, but I'm not exactly sure. Right now, I'm drinking tea, not coffee for once, and like anyone who drinks tea, it makes me think. So I will drink this tea and think over my running idea/plan. Maybe something will come to mind ;D

I might write later tonight, if not, you can catch me tomorrow. School testing is done and the teachers say we'll be getting our laptops back. So don't get your hopes up about me writing daily(almost daily) like I use to.

ily....(: