3.31.2010

I Love You Blogger...

Dear Blogger,
            I'm so glad I have you to talk to. I wish I could say you're good at keeping secrets, but seeing as how you're a website, I can't. But I'm glad I vent to you and tell you my ideas and thoughts and such. I'm glad you don't talk back, and that you help me through my problems and issues without even having to say a word. I know I complain and I give you attitude way more then you should get, but I'm glad you don't care.
                                                I'm glad you aren't a person with the ability to think on your own(:

3.30.2010

Mmm... Italian food(:

Lalalala(:

I'm super excited for my birthday. I'm asking for the things that I want( I listed most of them on my last post, I'll probably make a post about them. I have more).

Haven't been on in a while. Well, I have reasons. You may call them excuses, but I tell nothing but the truth; I've been grounded. No look, my groundments are quite odd compared to your probably. I only get certain things taken from me, just not all at once. It depends on the mood of my parents and the day. Honestly though, I think that they have this whole system and code in which they choose what to take from me. I'm perfectly fine with no having tv. No phone, I can handle. I don't use it anyway. Just don't take my computer, playstation, straightener, or freedom, and we'll be just dandy(: Now the first three days, I didn't have playstation, so no DDRX):, I didn't have phone, or tv. Then, supposably I did something wrong, and I got grounded until tuesday. I didn't have computer, internet if you will, playstation, phone, tv, and a bunch of other little things; I find this completely immature, seeing as how it does nothing. Taking thing away does nothing to me. Sure I might be sad and angry you took things away. But last time I checked, people didn't have those things for a while and they lived perfectly fine. Honestly, if it didn't advance the human race soo much, I would completely HATE technology. Which the phone and tv don't fall under. Sadly though, music does. I absolutely adore music. I have it blasting my ear 24/7. Ask anyone. But anyhoo, it causes too many problems between countries and people and companies. Stupid stupid stupid. 

Anywhoo, an ex of mine still likes me. Well, technically three do, but I already knew about two and recently found out about the third one today. In spanish. Stupid foreign language class. I hate it when exs still like me. But fortunately this one doesn't make things awkward. he knows when enough is enough and he knows his limits. Which I am so thankful for. Haha. I still love him, just in a different way. more like a family love. We're close no doubt, but brotherly/sisterly close. Make sense?

ItsGonnaHaveToo(:

Yes I'm taking spanish. So I guess me learning french is gonna go down hill for the time being. That's ok. I'll just admire my friend Amber speaking it. Haha, I'll admire the french she's speaking. Not her. Though she is really pretty. And for those of you who want to giggle and say I'm gay and be all pervert-ish, go ahead, because obviously you are mature enough to get your head out of the gutter. 

I passed the test to get into VoTech. I'm just waiting for the letter to come in the mail saying I can go. But I guess that they have to look at more stuff. Point: I have a rather high chance of getting in now(:

Clicking the title of this blog will intitle you to seeing an adorable amazing picture.

<33

3.22.2010

Love Is A Story

Click the title of this blog and listen to Hide and Seek(cover). He's amazing and I love him(: Not literally, but he is amazing and makes me really happy!

I really want to watch Tuck Everlasting. Like you don't even know how much I want to. And I want to watch it with a bunch of people. People that won't make fun of me when I cry or saw "awwwh!". I know I will. Haha.

I already have bugbites and it just started to become warm out. FML. FTW.
I love spring(:

I want boot covers, white and black fishnet stockings, denium skirt, black boots, and loads and loads of glow sticks. It doesn't matter what color the glowsticks are, I just want them. I want ones I can wear as necklaces, ones I can wear as bracelets, and ones that are actually glow-in-the-dark string so I can wrap it around my legs(:
See the picture to the right? It's a picture of a rave girl. She supports techno/hardstyle/trance music. Like me(: Remember How I said I feel bad because I thought the techno gods were ashamed of me, because they thought I didnt support techno music? yea, well, I'm going to start to semi-dress like that. I'll were the boot covers, stockings/leggings, tutus, and make-up. but not the maska dn be all crazy with the beads and binkies(they're to relax the jaw, MDMA). I already have one outfit in mind. and I don't really need to go out and buy a bunch of stuff. Starting from the bottom up; Black boots covers, black fishnets, denim skirt, my purple and black studded belt, black tank top, ripped/off the shoulder plain purple tee, mesh long sleeve shirt, glow stick necklaces, and bold yet simple make-up(eyes). I'm really diggin it. I'll make a picture of what I mean. Not with me in it, but off all the different things I'll need.

3.21.2010

Qlimax!

"The intentions of the mind is powerful and also a curse."-Power of The Mind by Headhunterz

I am recently obsessed with hardstyle music. Or 'rave' music. commonly known as techno or electronic music(: I've always loved techno music, but I've never really showed it. So I feel kind of bad. I don't want people thinking I'm ashamed of listening to that type of music. Because I'm not. So, now, I will dress the part. Show my appreciation! Show that I support people and their crazy, amazing, interesting style for this music. I will become part of the rave community. Not saying I do or can go to a rave. I will once I'm 16. And I know who I would want to go with(:
Click the title of this blog and listen^^
Ra^3rToBe<3


I'm actually kinda, sorta excited!

Hugs are the best thing in the world...

"Turn your back and run now, You haven't got a chance now."- Dumpweed by Blink182

They honestly are. Not saying it could replace a wanted kiss, but they do rank pretty gosh darn high. Especially when you've been waiting to be in that persons arms, and when you finally do, neither of you let go. Like you both have secretly wanted to be with eachother, and now that you are, there's nothing better. I feel that. I love it. Makes the butterflies in my tummy and my cheeks turn red. LIke a sudden, yet brief, explosion of excitement and tingling running over my body and prickling my skin. Yea, he might not be the type to show affection right away, but when he does, it's like he means it more. He's scared he'll hurt me or upset me. This is deffinately a first for me with this. He is way different then other boys. At least the ones I've encountered. He's very quiet when you first meet him. He loves to joke and laugh. Though his variety of music is lacking, almost starving from change-I intend to help that -, he has good music. He's rather breathtaking. Dark eyes, dark hair, pale-ish skin, tall, strong, not that you can see. And I love him.
It was the first day of spring yesterday and I went to ritas with two car loads of people. Not literally two full cars. But we had to take two cars. In my car, my mothers cars actually, it was me, my mother, my brother, Lance, Dustin, Wayne, Caitlynn, and Baily. And then my sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's little brother in her boyfriends car. There were a lot of 'boyfriend's in that sentence. Ahaaa. Anywhoo. I got blue water ice and it turned my lips and my tongue blue. And it stayed like that until I brushed my teeth before bed.
It is now the second day of spring and I utterly bored. I have nothing to do. I have money. But I can't go anywhere unless I have a ride and no one is allowed to come over. So I'm thinking of just taking a train to see a friend of mine, not sure if I should surprise him or not. And if I can't do that, I think I'm going to move my room around, draw, tan(God knows how pale my legs are), or just day dream. But that'll be nothing new(:
I have to get a plan together to persuade my mummy into letting me have a phone again. It would make my life so much less boring. I'd have a way to stay in touch with people, and a way of making plans on the spot, and a way of getting away. Aha, a way and away. How funny.
I was thinking yesterday, in the mist of going shopping(:, I thought of my bedroom. My new bedroom actually. If you click the title of this blog, you can see what's inspiring me for my room. Of course my room will be more 'me' then that picture shows..

3.19.2010

I think the song A Milli by lil wayne is just so funny!

I'm listening to that song right now and this is the first time that I'm actually listening to the lyrics. It's so funny. Haha. Look up the lyrics right now and read them. Do it. You Won't. Not gonna say the next thing. (:

Holy crap I am so happy! But I have no clue why. I am exorbitantly happy. No, excited is more like it. Excited for the hot temperatures that will be coming soon. I am so bored of the cold. I use to love it, but now it's my true foe. I am excited about going to the beach and wearing a bathing suit and walking on the boardwalk. I'm excited to wear shorts and tank tops. I'm excited to hangout with my boyfriend, though I always am(: I'm excited to feel more up-beat then usual. And usually, I am rather hyper. And the parties. Oh the parties. And I can start walking more. I love walking. Especially in my milewidetown because everything and everyone is within walking distance. But I also like walking on dirt roads and in the country. I like walking barefoot, so the hot temperatures let me do that way more then the chilly ones now. I also have this thing, where I dye my hair atleast twice over the summer, and I'm begging my mother to let me dye my whole head blue, like explained in an earlier post. I also want to dye my whole head blonde. But then again, I am rethinking it...... than again, I'm not. (:
Listening to Too Young by The Secret Handshake.
RemindsMeOfSummer<3

3.15.2010

I Feel Horrible.

I've been sick ever since saturday night. I don't how to explain it without giving what went down and such starting on friday; Friday after school, me and Devon(my brother) were walking home from the bus and then we met up with this kid we usually walk with. After that kid left , my brother raced me home. He beat me, but he also locked me out. See, I wouldn'tve cared so much if he just let me in to begin with; he didn't. And I was freezing. Keep in mind, I was starting to get the effects of the new stomach flu making it's rounds in my town. So I banged on the door, yelling for him to let me in. After about twenty minutes of me screaming at in through the walls, and letting myself being heard throughout the whole town, he let me in. I was angry and cold. All because of him. And on top of that, the past week has sucked, because I've been so touchy and it frustrates me that I have no reason to explain why. I'll admit, I lost it and hit him once and said some things. But I headed into my room and started packing, called my dad, asked him to come and get me. My mother showed up five minutes before my father came, saw that I've been crying and was avoiding my brother, and demanded to know what was wrong. I told her my dad was coming to get me and that I couldn't be around my brother right now; I needed to cool off. I told her i hit him and said some things, then I left. She was fine with it and understood me. Once I was at my dad's, him and me talked. My father is my like best friend. We are so much alike, yet we're totally different people at the same time. I calmed down, and I realized how bad I felt for hitting my brother and yelling at him. Things cooled down after my brother came over and i was quiet the rest of the night. Saturday John came over and that's when I started feeling sick. I threw up once when he was there, and I knew I should've sent him home. I didn't. He didn't want to. We watched a movie and then we just chilled with my dad and my oldest sister until his ride came. I must say, I think I developed some abs from laughing so hard. After he laughed, I fell asleep in the bathroom on the floor, throwing up every two hours it seemed. Then sunday rolled around, and I went downstairs and finally fell asleep on the couch while waiting for my dad to get home. I honestly think I didn't move at all. Minus trips to the bathroom and my bedroom. I only ate one meal and managed to make one can of Ginger Ale last me eleven hours. Magic it seemed. Around seven, I went beck to my moms and started feeling better. I slept good that night. And monday, or today, I woke up to find that my brother, baby sister, and mother all have gotten what I had. And I, only feeling a bit dizzy and dull body aches, decided to stay home from school, to take care of the house, them, the dog, my chores, school work, and reading. I'm so thankful that I can type so fast or this post wouldn't exist. I feel absolutely horrible that I gave them what I had. Hence why I'm staying home, and because my mother is staying home work, and my sister and brother are home from school.

I must go. Laundry, family, reading, work, and chores.
(:

3.11.2010

Facts: Continued

Your Pretty Eyes by Rediscover(:

1. I`m samantha as most of you know(:
2. I think I`m mature for my age.
3. I have two fears: thunderstorms and losing the people I love
4. I wouldn`t say I have a best friend because I don`t pick favorites, but I do have three people I prefer over others, and I love them.
5. I love music, photography, writing, and walking.
6. I have a twitter, deviantART, and humble voice.
7. I like meeting new people and getting to know them, because looks can be deceiving.
8. I have two favorite movies; Tuck Everlasting and Wolverine X-Men Origins.
9. My favorite book is 'Troy' and my favorite short story is 'A Sound of Thunder'.
10. I am probably going to be the most ridiculous person you`ll ever meet.
11. I like silence, but if I have something to say I will say it.
12. I honestly think I`m going slowly insane.
13. I love acoustic songs, covers, and most people don`t.
14. I want to learn to tango and speak french.
15. I`m slowly saving up for a Nikon D90, I heard they`re amazing.
16. I have an amazing boyfriend who I love so very much.
17. It might sound dumb to a lot of people, but I want to wait for that special someone.
18. I love fashion, though it might not seem like it.
19. I`m going to school for cosmotology.
20. I can't spell for my life.
21. I found an old friend whom I used to be very close to. But we haven`t talked in a while. Come to find out, now her and I have way more in common then we thought. She is one of the people I prefer(:
22. I like cold wheather, but not snow, so autumn is my favorite season.
23. I like ice cream, but i`m not allowed to have it.
24. I eat food very strangely, because I struggle to find ways to not make a mess. I always end up making a big mess anyway.
25. I don't have very good grammar.
26. I am making myself a goals list of everything I want to do before I`m 16, because I won't have time when I have a car.
27. When turn 14 I can work at Barns and Nobles and I`ll love every minute of it. I`ll be surrounded by books.
28. I already plan on having one room in my house to be a library and lounge room. I can't wait.
29. I want to see Michael Buble live.
30. I am a very sarcastic and cheezy person, please don't be offended or scared off by me.
31. I strongly think that fudge rounders taste like hot chocolate.
32. I say thing in a conversation that you might think don't relate to the topic, but it`s usually the first thing that comes to mind when I think about the topic.
33. My mother doesn't exactly get why I do what I do; clothes and hair dye.
34. I think I have a very wide range of music, so my playlist has almost every type of music people listen to. I listen to it all.
35. I need to learn to walk in heels, I might wear them to my aunt's wedding in july. Then again I might not.
36. I think music is just the words we're afraid to say, so my advice to you is sing what you don't want to say to someone.
37. I want a big furry winter hat. I would wear it everyday of every cold season I live through.
38. I love changing things and making things fresh.
39. I always have ideas and plans boiling, and ready to explode within my tiny head all the time.
40. I like going into detail about things. No matter how embarrassing I may get.
41. I love cooking for people, especially when they get a very shocked look on their face.
42. I am into the celtic stuff. Most people think of fairies and wonderlands when they think of celtic, it's a lot more then that.
43. I love the stars and I hate the cities that make them disappear.
44. John wanted me to put T.V. so there it is.
45. I love him to pieces<3 46. I say unusual words like classy; nifty; stylish; ober 47. I add a whole different playlist to my music player whenever I can't add more music(almost once a week). 48. I'm finally reading Percy jackson and The Olympians: the Sea Of Monsters
49. I honestly think this is turning into 101 truths. OhGoshByGolly!
50. I love quoting things and the likes.
51. I'm almost always happy.
52. I have the cutest puppy ever. He loves to cuddle and has the smallest voice ever. I love him.
53. My lover and I are in a debate in weather or not WallE is adorable or not. I'm winning(:
54. My mother introduces me to the weirdest, most scary movies in the world. I could never look away.
55. I'm scared of dead clowns(almost any clown, dead or not, makes me gag).
56. Black and White photos seem so much prettier.
57. The bad part about living in a milewide town is every single person can know what you're up to at every moment of every day. GeezLuiEzz!
58. I might be getting a new industrial bar for my right ear(:
59. I am almost positive that I have found all the bands I listen to by searching for something else. Haha, it's so weird.
60. I love spring mornings and summer nights.
61. I think it's weird when my pillow and blanket smell like axe and/or other guy smells(nice smells).
62. I love the smell after it rains.
63. I think heat lightning is beautiful, though I'm scared of it.
64. I hate it when I read a really good book, because then I get really into like actually there, and then I start feeling the feelings of the characters. But I love it at the same time.
65. I've always been afraid of boats. Especially the huge ones, but I want to go on a cruise.
66. I contradict myself all the time.
67. I can't explain things very well, because I can never find the right words to explain things so people understand.
68. I want to get my hair dyed: a warm red glaze and bright red peek-a-boo highlights(: My mother said "we'll see" which usually means that if I bug her or remind her every so often, I can get it.
69. My mother is ridiculous but I love her(:
70. I don't believe in stereotypes, because I am my own person.
71. I like to be as original as possible. Copying is stupid.
72. If my mother would let me, I would get a tattoo on my spine. It would be so awesome, because I want to get the bones of my spine tattooed on my spine(bone tattoo is what it's called).
73. I've been to two concerts my entire life and they were both amazing. All my favorite bands were there. It was like my little stadium of heaven(:
74. I like naming things, like objects, food, and flowers. I have a stuffed fish hanging from my ceiling named Vince. I've had him for three years. He's my child.
75. I agree with my friend Greg when he says the word love is not be thrown around or messed with. You should mean it when you say it and not be sure of it, but only positive.
76. I absolutely adore scarfs, but only have one, and it's gray with black stars and streaks of silver.
77. I can play DDRX like there's no tomorrow.
78. I don't think I can be anymore occupied any place but a tattoo shop/parlor or a hair saloon. Professional or not.
79. I know it might seem stupid but a beauty store is like my second home. Minus the many clothes stores I love.
80. I can't wait to go to the beach this summer and show off my super cute bikini. It's lilac purple and it has tiny ruffles on the top and bottom, with a deep purple bow and draw strings. I love VictoriaSecrets.
81. I am finding i a challenge to NOT cut my hair and let it grown out.
82. I am doing this because the length of my hair use to be to the middle of my back, a bit longer actually, and I cut it all off. So I'm growing back out. Everything except my bangs of course.
83. I think acoustic love songs are more romantic then a night under the moon. Weather you can sing or not. It's the thought and the fact that you tried, that counts.
84. I like taking personality surveys and watching at how many times they're never the same.
85. I think, if I ever went to college, I would survive off of starbucks coffee, Wawa muffins, and my mothers tader-tot caserole(I repeat, I can not spell).
86. I have a big vocabulary, I just don't use it often.
87. I fidget a lot and it worries my boyfriend.
88. I don't get how someone can be internet famous. I think it's slightly ridiculous.
89. I know my hair is already super think and big with volume, but , as nice as it is to want, I want it to be thicker.
90. I love messing with make-up and seeing what I look like with different styles.
91. I think strings and rap beats are genius.
92. I laugh as much I breath, as cliche as that sounds.
93. I want to redo my whole wardrobe. I probably will once I have a good working job and a car.
94. I eat a lot of food, but it's never a full meal. It's always me munching and nibbling. My mother thinks it's ridiculous.
95. If I found a new word that I think is just so much fun to say, I will use it rather a lot.
96. I like lip syncing to people, weather I know them or not.
97. If I'm curious about something, I will either ask you or find some other way to learn about it.
98. I'm very impatient, even though things come to me rather quickly.
99. I only like one science fiction book in the whole entire world. Ender's Game. But it's a series so I guess I like more then one book.
100. I like being technical and specific.
101. I love being around people, especially if our personalities bounce off of eachothers and everyone gets jealous.
Haha.

3.09.2010

I hate it when they all seem the same. It makes it impossible to heal.

Lemon Meringue Tie by Dance Gavin Dance

I hate how boys, and most not all, are all the same. They say they love you and care and want the best for you and you're head over heels for them no matter what just because they know sweet talking works on you. Then the next minute they want nothing to do with you. They don't want to talk to you, they don't want to listen to you, they don't even want to see you. Anything that has to do with you, they want nothing to do with it. It makes loving them impossible. Because they play with your feelings and your head and you get your hopes up so much and they crush when they say everything they said, meant nothing to them. Like it was second nature for them to say those things. Gosh I hate it. Makes me want to shoot myself. And they wonder why you get so angry with them. They think, just because they can run fast or they appear nice or they seem cute, they're all the same. They're all jerks. Especially those guys that have reputations and such. OhMySweetJesus. I'm honestly getting sick of this.
I went to a skating party, and I was talking to one of my friends, and this kid comes up to me and tries to kiss me. I was like "excuse you" And he just freezed and looked like a deer caught in headlights. I feel a couple times when fifth graders tripped me. I mean, I know they didn't mean it, but there's a part of the rink made for people who are just beginning. Not saying they can't skate, but just so they get comfortable with people jerking in and out of groups of people skating together. I had fun though. I was skating with my one friend, and I was dancing to the music on my skates. I got him laughing and he almost fell, so I stopped. I ended up taking my skates off and walking around and dancing tot he music. For the most part, it was a lot of fun. And the people I arrived with and left with were amazingly hilarious.
HolyCrapYouDontEvenKnow(:

Guess what... It's FlipFlop wheather baby!!!
Woot wootXD

LoveIt

3.05.2010

He was bright. Loving. Brilliant. Sweet. I miss him.

Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts? Like you don't remember that they're gone until you go home to talk to them, to spill all your thoughts and opinions out to them, and they aren't there. Instead, they are buried deep underground, and you want to rip through the dirt until your fingers bleed, just to see them again. Just to hear them. All the while, hoping with every breath, that it's all a dream.

We got a new puppy last night(: I love him so much it's ridiculous. But honestly I'm scared. I'm scared I'll compare him to Guin, or get too attached, and when he's gone, it'll feel like my heart is ripped out. I don't want that again. I don't think I can handle it.

I'll upload pictures of it later.

"I lost people because they were trying to stand up for him and said I did something wrong. But I was nothing but sweet and caring and everything I could be without being a slut and disrespecting to myself. Sometimes I hate boys. No offense to you. you're older. Younger ones are so oblivious to what they get and to what they deserve. They always think they deserve better because they're 'men' when in all actuality, they haven't even hit puberty yet. Their voices are still girlish and shrilled. They haven't gotten acne yet, or started getting stubble. They haven't gotten over their first kiss. But they just jerks and buttfaces. It bewilders me that they are completely oblivious to what is handed to them. And it's not even handed to then. It walk right up to them and falls head over heels, and what do they do? They treat it like it's some stupid stuffed animal and beat her heart to death until she can't take it anymore, and starts becoming less to him. UGH! I hate them.

I'm sorry. "

OhMyGoodness.

3.03.2010

You Never Know What To Expect...

WARNING!: I am not responsible for the reaction and/or medical problems such as heart attack, loss of breath, and/or awe if you click the title of this blog. Note, clicking the title of this blog will NOT enhance your chances in becoming successful and/or an amazing person who is considered a god. Please do not get your hopes up. Have a nice day(:

Last night was open mic night and I was opening act. I had no problem that I was opening act, it's just I was nervous and I could tell I was blushing constantly, because when I looked up, I saw my boyfriend smiling at me. And when I blush, only my cheeks get pink, not my whole face. Which I am greatful for. I think it's cute when I blush, but that's me thinking positive about myself. I love John(: He's so funny and he doesn't even try or realize it. I was sitting with my dad, and I asked him to come sit with us and he said no. I didnt' take offense, but my dad laughed. Because how he answered was rather funny. He smiled at me, looked at my dad, his eyes widened, and then he said no. Now, my father is not a scary person. He doesn't even act his age. He's very laid back and calm. I can understand my dad doesn't look all that friendly at first, but that's because he has a serious face most of the time. He only shows emotion when needed(I bet if you give him a couple shots he's a different person). So I went over and sat with John. I asked him why he didn't want to sit with us and he said "I don't know your dad." So I just shook my head and smiled at him. He's so adorable... I'm so lucky(:
So this friday, or tomorrow, is dress like a storybook character day in school. I picked Queen of Hearts from Alice in Wonderland. I love that movie and she's my favorite character, besides the Mad Hatter. My sister is helping me with my costume. I'll take pictures and post them on my sites. So just wait(:

P.S. When you clicked on the title of this blog you saw a sexii picture XD

3.01.2010

Fact:

"I woke up this morning thinking all this snow was a dream and it was really summer, but then I saw it snowing and I wished I was dreaming again." -Ashley(sister)

1. I`m samantha as most of you know(:
2. I think I`m mature for my age.
3. I have two fears: thunderstorms and losing the people I love
4. I wouldn`t say I have a best friend because I don`t pick favorites, but I do have three people I prefer over others, and I love them.
5. I love music, photography, writing, and walking.
6. I have a twitter, deviantART, and humble voice.
7. I like meeting new people and getting to know them, because looks can be deceiving.
8. I have two favorite movies; Tuck Everlasting and Wolverine X-Men Origins.
9. My favorite book is 'Troy' and my favorite short story is 'A Sound of Thunder'.
10. I am probably going to be the most ridiculous person you`ll ever meet.
11. I like silence, but if I have something to say I will say it.
12. I honestly think I`m going slowly insane.
13. I love acoustic songs, covers, and most people don`t.
14. I want to learn to tango and speak french.
15. I`m slowly saving up for a Nikon D90, I heard they`re amazing.
16. I have an amazing boyfriend who I love so very much.
17. It might sound dumb to a lot of people, but I want to wait for that special someone.
18. I love fashion, though it might not seem like it.
19. I`m going to school for cosmotology.
20. I can't spell for my life.
21. I found an old friend whom I used to be very close to. But we haven`t talked in a while. Come to find out, now her and I have way more in common then we thought. She is one of the people I prefer(:
22. I like cold wheather, but not snow, so autumn is my favorite season.
23. I like ice cream, but i`m not allowed to have it.
24. I eat food very strangely, because I struggle to find ways to not make a mess. I always end up making a big mess anyway.
25. I don't have very good grammar.
26. I am making myself a goals list of everything I want to do before I`m 16, because I won't have time when I have a car.
27. When turn 14 I can work at Barns and Nobles and I`ll love every minute of it. I`ll be surrounded by books.
28. I already plan on having one room in my house to be a library and lounge room. I can't wait.
29. I want to see Michael Buble live.
30. I am a very sarcastic and cheezy person, please don't be offended or scared off by me.
31. I strongly think that fudge rounders taste like hot chocolate.
32. I say thing in a conversation that you might think don't relate to the topic, but it`s usually the first thing that comes to mind when I think about the topic.
33. My mother doesn't exactly get why I do what I do; clothes and hair dye.
34. I think I have a very wide range of music, so my playlist has almost every type of music people listen to. I listen to it all.
35. I need to learn to walk in heels, I might wear them to my aunt's wedding in july. Then again I might not.
36. I think music is just the words we're afraid to say, so my advice to you is sing what you don't want to say to someone.
37. I want a big furry winter hat. I would wear it everyday of every cold season I live through.
38. I love changing things and making things fresh.
39. I always have ideas and plans boiling, and ready to explode within my tiny head all the time.
40. I like going into detail about things. No matter how embarrassing I may get.
41. I love cooking for people, especially when they get a very shocked look on their face.
42. I am into the celtic stuff. Most people think of fairies and wonderlands when they think of celtic, it's a lot more then that.
43. I love the stars and I hate the cities that make them disappear.
44. John wanted me to put T.V. so there it is.
45. I love him to pieces<3