"Turn your back and run now, You haven't got a chance now."- Dumpweed by Blink182
They honestly are. Not saying it could replace a wanted kiss, but they do rank pretty gosh darn high. Especially when you've been waiting to be in that persons arms, and when you finally do, neither of you let go. Like you both have secretly wanted to be with eachother, and now that you are, there's nothing better. I feel that. I love it. Makes the butterflies in my tummy and my cheeks turn red. LIke a sudden, yet brief, explosion of excitement and tingling running over my body and prickling my skin. Yea, he might not be the type to show affection right away, but when he does, it's like he means it more. He's scared he'll hurt me or upset me. This is deffinately a first for me with this. He is way different then other boys. At least the ones I've encountered. He's very quiet when you first meet him. He loves to joke and laugh. Though his variety of music is lacking, almost starving from change-I intend to help that -, he has good music. He's rather breathtaking. Dark eyes, dark hair, pale-ish skin, tall, strong, not that you can see. And I love him.
It was the first day of spring yesterday and I went to ritas with two car loads of people. Not literally two full cars. But we had to take two cars. In my car, my mothers cars actually, it was me, my mother, my brother, Lance, Dustin, Wayne, Caitlynn, and Baily. And then my sister, her boyfriend, and her boyfriend's little brother in her boyfriends car. There were a lot of 'boyfriend's in that sentence. Ahaaa. Anywhoo. I got blue water ice and it turned my lips and my tongue blue. And it stayed like that until I brushed my teeth before bed.
It is now the second day of spring and I utterly bored. I have nothing to do. I have money. But I can't go anywhere unless I have a ride and no one is allowed to come over. So I'm thinking of just taking a train to see a friend of mine, not sure if I should surprise him or not. And if I can't do that, I think I'm going to move my room around, draw, tan(God knows how pale my legs are), or just day dream. But that'll be nothing new(:
I have to get a plan together to persuade my mummy into letting me have a phone again. It would make my life so much less boring. I'd have a way to stay in touch with people, and a way of making plans on the spot, and a way of getting away. Aha, a way and away. How funny.
I was thinking yesterday, in the mist of going shopping(:, I thought of my bedroom. My new bedroom actually. If you click the title of this blog, you can see what's inspiring me for my room. Of course my room will be more 'me' then that picture shows..
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