Hair and HIM

For my birthday, which past, I asked my mother if I could dye my hair. She said maybe. Then she asked me what I wanted to do. And that's where my plan was ruined. I didn't know what I wanted. Well, I did, but I could only pick one thing.
So here were my options:
blue
deep brown
deep brown and blonde
blonde
deep brown with peek-a-boo highlights.

I was gonna go with blue for the longest time. But then my mom said no to that because of my aunts wedding. Then I thought deep brown. But I thought it was very plain and I've already done that. Then I thought blonde. But I don't think I'd look good blonde. Then I thought deep brown and blonde. But that's so not cool anymore. So I'm thinking I'm gonna go with the last option;  deep brown with colored peek-a-boo highlights. But I have a problem. I'm not sure which color I should do.


I miss HIM a lot. I miss being in his arms and hearing him talk. and hearing him laugh. and seeing him smile. and his smell. and being his. and calling him mine. I really do.