Banana Colada:]

"Death is a Promise...."

HE left me. I guess he history haunted me and i couldnt believe him when he said it wasn`t true. But it`s what he wanted and what made him happy...so its on the good side...kinda. But we`re still friends, we`re still going trick or treating unless something pops up for one of us. I dont know.
[19:27] s4mm dee: purple hippos?
[19:27] block: what?
[19:27] s4mm dee: idk
[19:28] s4mm dee: guess what
[19:28] block: what
[19:28] s4mm dee: i had blue moutian dew for the first time
[19:28] block: good?
[19:28] s4mm dee: yess
:]<3^
I miss those conversations. They dont happen as often as they did. Only when we`re both hyper or in a really good mood. It makes me sad....but im coping...im trying to think he doesnt care so i can handle it better...but he does and it makes it worse. Don`t get me wrong, i love him and would love being friends with him. But sometimes....i can`t handle it. Some would say it jealousy, but i don`t think so because even whens single...it hurts.

http://twitpic.com/kfa6h
^Aha...thats a great photo..blacka nd white[a classic]. I actually didnt want to be in this picture, but he kinda pulled me in it. It tunred out good though, so I`m happy:]

The first song on my blog[the page your reading this on] is stuck in my head. Its odd too, because i NEVER listen to this stuff unless im with my bestie or my mom wont let me change the station. Aha. Wow.