"Be yourself" is about the worst advice you can give some people.~Tom Masson
I hate when people tell you one thing, and theyre devoted to what they said. Until YOU make a choice THEY don`t like. Then they get mad at you and you have nothing to say because you didnt EXPECT this to happen. It`s like they like you... Until you make, say, or do the wrong thing. I mean, I can understand some things, but seriously. Telling him I love him was a waste of breath.
Lies, cheats, and fake all mixed with your venom filled words. You smeared them here, across my face. I only stood and let it happen, therefore, I have no one but myself to blame. I love you still, though I don`t know why? Perhaps it`s because of how you cake sugar onto the evil words that escape your lips. Or maybe, yet I am baffled by this, it is how you appear. As if you are wise, harmless, honest. I know now, your skin is dead. You are dead to me. I trust you, but only parts of you. You say your heart beats pure and free of guilty. That is a falsehood. You know what you do. You know why you do it all. Saying you mean every word... Ever word you`ve said. Lies. All lies. You have many sides. Some show off more then others, scaring off the good in you, causing it to hide in dark corners, never being able to be found. Causing them to slowly disappear. I`ve lied to your face. I`ll shall admit. I`m filled to the brim with guilt, and my dreams have become wicked because of it. I love you, yes. As a person. I love how you handle things, how you react to things. But you`re becoming fake. Making it hard for me to have a reason to love you. I can barely keep up with you anymore. You are always willing to get. And occasionally give. But, you don`t have enough heart to be giving away. You were born with only ONE heart. Sharing something that size can be tough. Just stop this madness. Stop being forged. Stop molding yourself into something you`re not, when you can be so much more.
..."Just Lies."
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