Black and Gold:]

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.” -Unknown:[

I feel a change coming on. And I think I know what it is. It`s me not using pictures at the top of my blog anymore. OMFG is what you`re probably thinking. But do not fret. I`ll make the titles of my blogs links to pictures. But now I will be using quotes. Yes-quotes. Quotes about anything; from lyrics;from people around me and not. But I will only use them if they mean something to me, or they helped me through something. I`m doing changes little by little to my blog. And probably to everything else of mine. I`m cleaning out my grooveshark; Fixing my twitter; Changing my blog; and editing my Tumblr. Does all this changing mean something? Frankly... No. Its doesn`t mean anything. I just find new taste and add them to my life. I`m making goals for myself. Not goals that other people make for myself. If anything, I`m disgusted by people who have to COMPLETELY controlling. But I`m taking control of myself now. I know I`m just a youngster, but I feel i think big and act at least a bit maturer then most teenagers my age. I`m not taking that from people who`ve told me so, but from what i see in myself. Of course I will act my age at times. Of course I might angry over stupid things. I am only a young teen.
My Goals are:
1) Work on being calmer in bad situations
2) Work on getting grades up and focus on school a bit more
3) stay organized
4) Keep up with blog;twitter;deviantART; livejournal;ect.
5) work on learning acoustic guitar
6) research french language; study;learn
7) Work in grammar

There you have it. My goals. I know the second and third one come off more so as responsibility, but I do have to work on that area. The fifth and sixth one are a luxury and something I really want to do. I find the french language so pretty, and the acoustic guitar sounds much more beautiful them electric. The first one is something I`m not to worried about. I`ve been working on that goal for almost three years. I`ve almost perfected it, but who says you can`t always improve a bit more? The fourth goal is more so..... something I want to do. Not totally a luxury, but more of a self-prophecy. It seems silly probably, but that`s how I look at it. Finally, the seventh goal. Yes, I`m horrible grammar. I learned this talking to HIM (yes, I`m keeping that up). So I`m going to start by writing better grammar then talking it. I`m not sure how long all those goals will take me but I`m going to take my time with them, get the right, and balance them out so I don`t go full insane.

I will be updating my info sometime today. Not positive when, but mostlikely later tonight. Adding all my accounts; resources; webpages; and keep-ups.

Ta-ta for now lovelies:]