Greek Yum(:

Today would've been perfect if girls were so annoying. Yes I'm saying my own gender is headache making. They start drama and spread rumors and just annoy the crap outta. I think the only thing making today amazing was John(: He is such a sweetie. I love him. And the thing that makes it even greater is that he doesn't even realize that him just being there makes my day. Haha. Today when were walking to our buses, he asked me what was wrong and I told him nothing. He automatically knew something was up. Haha. He said, "Girl drama crap. Huh?" The our friend Justin come up and says "Girls are attracted to gossip like fruit flies are to rotten fruit." I couldn't help but laugh. Then John tells me not to worry and that I'll figure something out that'll work out. He told me to try to relax and then he hugged me. And it wasn't just any hug. It was one of those hugs that send loads of butterflies bursting throughout your whole body and causes you to be all tingly. Anyhoo, my day sucked except for spanish and John/Patricia. 

Honestly, HE's been such a jerk lately. And I just found out how immature he is. Yea. I said it. Remember when I said he was so mature and he makes feel like a five year old. Well you can flush that down the drain. He flipped out on a fifth grader because the fifth grader was talking to me. And remember my best friend? Kaitlyn? Yea. She told HIM that the fifth grader was flirting with me. And HE freak out on the fifth grader. He got up in Bud's face and was being a the biggest jerk in the world. I honestly think that what he said about still loving me was a lie. I've noticed he likes to play girls. He likes to play with their feelings and their emotions like they're a toy. And once he gets bored with them, he throws them away. But then he'll get bored with the other ones and go back to the old ones. Trust me. He's done it to me plenty of times. And he usually gets 'bored' with them when the girl points out something about him he doesn't like. So he starts to get mad at you. But you won't see him get mad. He'll start saying things behind your back and wait for you to hear them. Then once you do, you go to him all upset because someone(him is saying things behind your back, and he'll comfort you, saying he'll find out and that he'll beat them up. When in reality, he' thinking, "oh now you're glad I'm here".  He's just play with you. And cheating. Oh god the flirts. If you talk to a boy and he doesn't like, he'll say something to you. And when you say he needs to relax and not worry, he'll say you don't care that he cares. He gives you a guilt trip and make you feel bad so you don't talk to that  boy anymore. But god for bid you say something to him about him talking to girls or flirting with his ex's behind your back. Then he automatically dumps you. right then and there. And then when you two are broken up and everything he's ever said about you is supposably not true, he'll go to another quicker then you can blink. It's ridiculous. And I'm ashamed that I'm saying this about him. But it's sadly true. And I feel bad for every girl he's ever done it to and every girl he will do it to. I honestly am, 

So I think I'm going to change my religion. I'm going to be greek. I believe in the gods and goddesses and their stories are absolutely glorious and interesting and amazing. I love it. And the food. and the music. and the clothes. The ancient greek I'm talking about here. Of course I'd mix in their customs with some of the things I do out of adoration. like music, food, and clothes. I want to get a pair of greek like sandals for greek fair. 

AAAH! Greek Fair. I'm so excited. I'm going to wear a toga or a greek goddesses dress. Whatever you call them.