La Roux....

La Roux is my new favorite artist....... Until I find a new one(: Anyway, My favorite song by her is bulletproof.  It's stuck in my head, and most likely the same will happen to you when you listen to it. Her music is addicting, I should say. It's surely not something you want to skip when heard on a station. Click the title of this blog to listen to it(:


Yesterday was good I guess. I found I look dashing in ivory. Haha.

Have you ever had so many thoughts and worries and ideas in your head, it makes you want to bang your head on a wall just so the pressure is relieved? Yea well, I have. I do now. And when I do, I feel very unorganized. And organization is the one thing I love having control over. Like in school yesterday, the teacher gave us a pill of words to organize into a sentence from the packet. And I already had a pretty good idea. The thing is, I was working in a group. Which I hate, unless it's a video project, but I did try to work with them. But when four people try to put there own sentence together with the same words as me, we have a problem. So I told them to leave me alone so I could get this done. And we won. Ha(:  Back to main point; I need to set aside a day, most likely sunday, and organize my whole room.

Today, on the other hand, I am going to relax on my roof, tan, read, and bathe in the glory of being off from babysitting my little sister for once. I am so glad my older sister is home for a change. And just because she's the one who gets to babysit, but because I never see her anymore. I miss her. Sure I see her at night,  or whenever I go to my dad's maybe, but even then, we never hangout anymore. It sucks. And she complains to me that we never hangout, so I try to do stuff with her, but she's either 'too tired' or on her laptop. Though she would never admit to those things.

I haven't twittered in a while....hmm.... I'm going to change that.

I was talking to my boyfriend on the phone last night and I was the topic of conversation. Ugh.  He is very alert around me and he sees and notices everything I say or do. And he told me last night, that he doesn't understand how I could be so deep into one topic or thing for a spilt second, and then be on a totally new one the next. He said I do it a lot more when I don't want to talk something. Which I do. Or when I don't want people to see if my sad or worried or some strong emotion; minus happy.

I've been listening to a butt load of acoustic music lately. It keeps me mellow, and I love that feeling. Because it's so much easier to deal with bad situations when I'm mellow. And no, I don't mean being high. Jeesh. 


And Goodbye.