Ten More days NOT counting today(:

".....What`s My Age Again?......." -Blink 182


Do you tell them to tell me? You say no. I believe you. I think they know I still like you. I know they know. They only remember when ever you`re not single. They tell me every time some one new comes along. I say I don`t mind. I usually don`t on the outside. Inside... That`s a different story. They remind me everyday as if they`re waiting for me to break down and cry. Or to see if I`ll say anything to you or start being less of a friend to you.

I still have to teach John(: how to slow dance. When he told me he couldn`t it was so adorable. He told me not to tell his mom that there was going to be slow dances there. I couldn`t help but laugh. So I`m teaching him how to the day of the party after school. unless he wants to learn earlier. Which I doubt. He`s always busy so I never see him outside of school. I saw him once. Once. I`m gonna see if he wants to come over this weekend. My mom still had to meet him. That, I`m dreading. Because she`ll want him to stay for dinner and once we`re all sitting and eating, she`ll start talking about my toddler and baby days. Which will be horrible. OhMyGolly. I just hope he doesn`t get embarrassed because my mom is telling him this. I would feel so bad if he felt uncomfortable.

I`m counting down the days until the masquerade. I`m so excited. Haha. Not as excited as my sister though. She`s like freaking out excited. Haha. Her dress is really pretty. It`s plain black and the top part is shiny and glittery. The the bottom is plain cotton or whatever. I like her mask too. It has... Not gonna tell you. Sorry. She wants it to be a surprise. I`ll take a picture of it the day of. I`ll also take pictures of everyone before I head over there. I hope my Grandpa doesn`t plan on taking pictures, but then I do hope he does. When ever he takes pictures of us, he takes five of the same picture and he makes us pose 24017523209 different ways. (Not really that many ways). And he`ll make us take some outside.

ICan`tWait(:<3