Change and Plans are good(:

I`ll believe it all
There`s nothing I won`t understand
I`ll believe it all
I won`t let go of your hand

I was done my homework, dinner, and chores. So I was sitting in my room a moment ago and I realized something. My room is old. Boring. Bland. It`s the same. I want to change it. I want to repaint it, move stuff around, and get some artwork up on the walls. I mean, I have two twins beds, one wide dresser, one tall dresser, a vanity, and a small nightstand. It doesn`t leave me much floor space. But my mother told me we would be getting bunk beds soon, as long as my stepdad gave the ok. They don`t want to buy a bunk bed brand new, they want to get a used one. I have absolutely no problem with that. Because then, if it`s not the color I want, I can paint it.
What I want to do with is, and this is if we get bunkbeds, paint the walls either a deep red with white trim and white finishes on the furniture and white carpeting, or a darkish earthy green with dark natural wood finish. As I type this, I`m thinking about going with my second option. My floors are already that dark oak wood color, so I could just repaint the walls, sand and repaint the trim and finished, and its would be a lot less work. And money I think. I wouldn`t have to buy carpet, which i would imagine is rather exspensive. And the green, I think we already have that color from when my mother repainted the bathroom. So I wouldn`t have to buy a lot more. And I saw some wood stain I could use on the trim and finishes. But I wouldn`t have to buy a lot. I would have to the trim an touch up my bed frame(s). This is just color wise.
I want to get some artwork up on my walls and get rid of all my drawings and posters. Not all all, but most of them.
I want to see Michael Buble in concert. He`s coming to New York March 20th and I let my mom know. I`ve wanted to see him in concert ever since I heard him. Which was about a year ago. I put the tickets for the show in my want list in the post below this one or the post dated the 26th.
We had nothing better to do in social studies then sit and talk. I was having a bad day that day and he noticed. So he came over and we talked. He asked me what was wrong and how my life was going. I told him. He said I should go to wildwood with him. I want to, but I have to things to get past. My parents. They have a problem with me and going over a guys house to begin with. I doubt they`ll let me spend the night at his house, let alone his vacation house. And John. He`s my boyfriend and I don`t want him thinking something will happen. I know nothing will, but to persuade him that. I honestly don`t think he even knows what went down between HIM and me. I don`t think he knows our history and how we are to eachother now. He said he doesn`t mind me hanging out with my exs as long as nothing happens. And nothing will. I don`t want him to be one of those boyfriends who says I can`t hangout with certain people and who tries to control me. I hate guys like that. I hope thats not how he gets. I really hope not. If I an get past those people, then I can go. I don`t think I could stay down there ALL summer like he asked me, but like a week or something, I could. I don`t even think I could be that close to him for more then a month without going insane. Insane in a good way though. Promise.
I already know what I`m going to do to my hair over the summer. I am going to dye everything blonde first. And I`m thinking a little darker then whiteblonde. If thats a shade that is. Then once that has sat for two to three weeks, I`m going to dye everything but some strands dark blue. Then what ever I didn`t dye dark blue, I`m dying electric blue. I think that would look so hot.
I might have to take my industrial out. It`s been getting horribly infected and I think my body is rejecting it. But I`m not that bummed about it. I can always get the other thing I wanted. three hemlixs. They`re all going to be a different size. Biggest size to smallest size as it goes down. I asked my mom if I could get a monroe and she said no. So i asked again but added wait until im sixteen. she didn`t answer yet. So I`m hoping I can get my stepdad and my dad to talk to her, and I can just pay for it myself. She just has to let my dad sign for me.

Change and Plans are good(:

I have hello seattle by owl city stuck in my head. I think that's my favorite song by them.